Journaling from the Beach

Hello guys, I thought that I would post some of my journal entries that I took during my time at the Beach this past summer. Here goes:

This particular entry, God really answered my prayer.

'God, I thank you that by your spirit, I am able to to do the things that I thought were never possible. You know that I have a problem speaking to people. I guess you could say that I'm like Moses but Lord I know that you did mighty things through his life. You brought down a whole kingdom and he had a speaking problem! .......

Here's the second part of that entry

Lord I want to be able to talk to people, help me to trust in you when I talk to others. Use Me! Give me the words that you would have me say to the people I enteract with. Father use me, I love you.....

Long story short... two days after I wrote this God sent me a person who I shared with, and he came close to coming to faith. See, He answers prayer.

Upon arriving home the other day I journaled again in response to what I studied that day.

'Far to ofen do I find myself becoming impatient b/c I ask for something and it is not given when I want it. This shows me how spoiled I am. I wonder if anything I do glorifys the Lord. I see the things I do are not in  vain and they will pay off..... I believe enduring and fighting for something, eventually pays off. I need to be more trusting on God and leaning on Him for changes.