I am in love with the band called "The Almost". I just have recently gotten into them alot more. But they have a song called "dirty and left out". Some of the lyrics say "I've been dirter than you wanna know" "I've left earlier than you wanna know" To me that represents where I was and sometimes still am. You see.... God created me, you, everything here.. We fell short of His standard that He has set for us, His creation. That fully seperated us from His love, we completly lost His trust, we had no hope, BUT in steps the son, Jesus Christ, in all His majestic being, came and lived among us, I find that so amazing that God Himself said "i'm gonna step down from my kingdom and see how my people live" While here He lived a perfect life, was tempted in every way that we are today but never once did He sin. He knew what He was called to do, He was here to die for us. I think we forget how painful is actually was: maybe because we didnt witness it... above is a vid that explains it.
Sometimes I feel guilty because I know that I sin everyday... it hurts me that I do it. It bothers me, I know that He will heal me, I just have to wait for Him to do it... I believe that He has gotten me halfway... but there is still the other side. I know I am dirty on the inside sometimes and I am but filthy rags before Him, nothing I do on my own can I get to Him, its only by His grace and mercy that I am here typing and am alive today... I have come a long way and I credit it all to Him but Im still not where I would like to be. A time in my life God was not apart of my life... and I just did my own thing, it pains me every time I think about it but Im thankful so much for grace without it I am nothing.. You are never alone.. He is still there.. seek Him out He will rock you like He did me.
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